this one's for friends

i really want to curl up and sleep from now till Jesus comes.
Unfortunately my tiredness means that all creative power is gone, it was expended this morning on sarcastic coments in the corn feild. I love the smell of corn. i have no idea why but every morning riding my bike to work (i know im a loser, but i love riding my bicycle) i can smell it in the air. mmmmmmm
i wish there was more time to spend life doing the simple things.
Like sitting around with a good friend in silence or quiet chatting.
Like going for a run at dusk,
Like sharing a cup of hot tea and relieving stress with a friend
Like a smile of a shared secret passed between friends
Like walking in the woods (during a cool part of the day)
Like singing because you can, not because people are listening (perferably in the woods).....
Like.................the smell of a summer evening

unfortunately i feel like im too busy. i can only spend time with a few friends and for not nearly long enough. For some of them its great that i work with them, so i can make money while spending quality time, talking, joking, singing, etc. (oh yeh, and working), but for some i dont want to lose them but im afraid i will because i lack the time to spend with them, and when i do have time im so darn tired.....
i love making new friends, ive done my share of this over the past few weeks, but for those of you who've been my friends forever I love ya and dont stop being my friend.........ever