Happy!...........?

im still not sure how i feel about graduation. Yeh im super excited, but it feels like one of those quasi-dreams where you know you'll wake up soon, so you better have fun while it lasts. (know what im talking about? maybe im just crazy).
Meanwhile i hate thinking about all the people im gonna miss. sigh. once again, as soon as any sad thought approaches my mind shuts down.

Today was pretty fun so far, im off to a few open houses. Im so glad i wont be in the J&C looking like i did at graduation practice. A standing O to robbie for getting the physics award, that is a stinking hard class, and i dont call just any class hard! I still dont think im ready to give this stupid speech tomorrow. Yeh i know its a great opportunity.... but ONCE AGAIN, im not feelin it.

I saw my future husband today. :) he was waiting for me while i was at graduation practice (for those unfaithful readers of mine: thats Breana's littlest brother, he's SOOOOOOO cute!!!) Anyway he waved at me (WOOT WOOT) and i smiled and waved back. Then i blew him a kiss. It was so funny his eyes got real big and he just stared at me and didnt know what to do..... awwww

Congratulations on the end of a good year to all!